drv control

Not sure who is controlling who here. I got a drv so that I would not miss any of my favorite shows while I was at college, work or studying. Now, I am unemployed and I have graduated. I had a lot of time on my hands, so much time that I found tons of shows that I wanted to record and save for later to watch. Then I got busy. My shows added up and I was running out of room to record more shows. I needed to watch the shows or delete them. Though I was extremely tired, I spent the last few days staying up until 3am or so watching the shows. The drv was supposed to make me more free and allow me to go about my life without worrying about missing shows. Now I am missing life to watch my shows.

buy me love

Figured it out today. My brother is trying to buy his son's love. My brother makes me mad a lot but this recent thing really makes me mad. My other nephew had a birthday but there was no present from my brother (this other nephew's uncle). Bro claimed he had no money for a present. So, a few days later, my nephew (my bro's son) is at my house, being babysat. Bro comes to pick his son up. Bro brings $30 worth of brand new toys. This sets me off but I say nothing. What the ***** is that about? How dare my bro get so much for his kid for no good reason when he has a nephew going without a birthday present. If said nephew (the bday boy) was my son, I don't think I'd ever forgive my bro. That is just uncalled for. You can't claim poverty and then spend money for no reason. So, anyway....the reason my bro spends money on his son is that he feels guilty for having a job (which he needs to support his son). I understand this guilt because I had it for a year after getting my dog. I think the guilt is bigger with a kid though. I still don't think that means Bro's son gets tons of toys (for no reason) and nephew goes without. How about spending some of that $30 on the birthday boy? Conclusion: Sometimes Bro is a big freakin' jerk. Other conclusion: Sharing feelings on here is nice and helps a bit but I think I'd have felt better if I got to scream at bro at least a little bit.

The 650lb Virgin

Kind of ironic. I was watching my umpteenth episode of a tv show (where four doctors discuss medical topics and answer people’s questions) when I realized that so much of so many people’s lives resolve around sex. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that it is not just on tv, its’ also in books, in real life and everywhere. People seem to be obsessed with sex. It interferes with their lives, keeps them from making rationale decisions and gets in between them and their goals in life (if they can even stop thinking about sex long enough to have goals). I was always satisfied to be a virgin before but since having this revelation, I am even more satisfied with my life.

So, anyway, back to the 650lb virgin. I was flipping through the channels after finishing the doctor’s show and thinking about how I should write a blog. The blog would be about how my life is and how I see the world through my ‘un-sexed’ colored lenses (haha), when I saw a show about a man who recently lost a bunch of weight and is now looking for a love life. He is over 30 years old, now skinnier and also a virgin. It was ironic, I tell you, very ironic. So, I decided then and there that I was going to start my blog, ASAP, which as it turns out is a few days later when I got so bored that I needed to do something to keep from going crazy.